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Review: The Secrets We Keep by Deb Loughead

Title: The Secrets We Keep by Deb Loughead
Publisher: Dundurn
Genre: Contemporary, Young Adult, Mystery
Length: 184 pages
Book Rating: C

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Summary:

First she blamed herself. Now she doesn’t know who to trust

When Kit disappeared at a party and was found drowned in the quarry the next day, Clem knew who to point the finger at: herself. She was the last person to see him alive, the last person who could have helped. If she had just kept a closer eye on him instead of her crush, Jake, maybe Kit would still be here. She knows she made a mistake, and wishes she could just forget about it — but Clem’s friend Ellie says she’ll expose Clem’s secret if she doesn’t play along with Ellie’s lies.

Jake seems to have his own difficult secrets, and when he and Clem start to talk, they make a plan to help themselves move on. But when an unexpected discovery at the quarry makes everyone question what they thought they knew, Clem and Jake decide it’s up to them to uncover the truth.

Review:

A quick read at less than 200 pages, The Secrets We Keep by Deb Loughead is an enjoyable young adult mystery.

Four months after an end of the school party ended with the drowning death of classmate Kit Stitski, Clementine “Clem” Sanford cannot let go of her guilt that she might have been able to save him.  She is also feeling quite disconnected from her family due to the lack of face to face interactions since everyone seems to be addicted to their mobile devices.  Even more troubling is her so-called “best” friend Ellie Denton’s behavior which includes blackmailing Clem into covering for her with her mother while Ellie is out with her older boyfriend Mac.  The only bright spot in Clem’s life is her renewed friendship with her longtime crush, Jake Harcourt, but both of them continue to harbor guilt about what happened to Kit.

As someone who always did her best to protect Kit from the bullying and teasing of their classmates, Clem’s secrets and lies from the night he died are beginning to eat her alive.  Although she considers confessing the truth to her parents, she is afraid that is too late to come clean.  However, with Ellie’s demands to lie for her increasing, Clem is ready to do whatever it takes to get her former best friend off her back.  After devising a desperate plan to limit her availability to Ellie, Clem is pleasantly surprised by the unintended effects on her relationship with her family. But, she cannot help but to continue to worry about Ellie’s increasingly out of control behavior and Clem is equally concerned about some of the choices Jake has made in the months since the party.

Clem is rather bewildered by the changes in Jake since Kit’s death.  Once a sweet young man with plenty of patience, Jake is rather moody and now hangs out with a somewhat sketchy crowd.  Despite the differences in his personality, Clem still has a huge crush on her childhood friend and she finally works up the courage to confront him about her concerns about him.  Initially less than pleased with her observations, Jake eventually welcomes the opportunity to unburden himself which has an unexpectedly positive effect on the guilt she has been carrying.

After her discussion with Jake, Clem has a new perspective on some of Ellie’s actions in recent months and she finally refuses to let Ellie push her around anymore.  After their somewhat heated confrontation, Ellie maintains a low profile just as Clem decides to get to the bottom of what is happening with her friend.  Despite the problems between them, Clem is increasingly concerned for her friend’s safety but will Ellie be receptive to Clem’s advice?

Although the mystery surrounding the circumstances of Kit’s death falls a little flat, The Secrets We Keep by Deb Loughead is an engaging young adult novel.  While none of the teens’ secrets are not quite as horrible as they imagine, it is very easy to understand how they feel their actions contributed to  Kit’s death.  The romance between Clem and Jake is very sweet and completely free from angst or drama.

On the other hand, Ellie’s relationship with Mac is unhealthy and borderline abusive and the conclusion to this part of the storyline falls way short of the mark.  Instead of taking the opportunity to point out how Mac’s behavior is completely unacceptable, his rough treatment of Ellie is glossed over and ultimately deemed acceptable under certain circumstances.  This is not a lesson that should be provided to teenage girls who do not have the experience or life skills to judge when a boyfriend’s actions or behavior crosses the line into abusive.

If Ellie and Mac’s portion of the storyline had been handled differently, I would have  no reservations about recommending  The Secrets We Keep to teen readers.  If my son or daughter were to read this novel, I would definitely have an open, honest discussion about what types of behavior are unacceptable in a relationship.

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Review: Detached by Christina Kilbourne

Title: Detached by Christina Kilbourne
Publisher: Dundurn
Genre: Contemporary, Young Adult, Fiction
Length: 208 pages
Book Rating: B+

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Summary:

Anna has always been so level-headed, so easy-going, so talented and funny. How could anyone have guessed she wanted to die?

Anna is not like other people. For one thing, she’s been an accomplished artist since she was a preschooler. For another, she’s always felt like she didn’t belong: not with other kids, not with her family, not in her body. It isn’t until her grandparents are killed in a tragic accident, however, that Anna starts to feel untethered. She begins to wonder what it would be like if she didn’t exist, and the thought of escaping the aimless drifting is the only thing that brings her comfort.

When Anna overdoses on prescription painkillers, doctors realize she has been suffering from depression and start looking for a way to help her out of the desperate black hole she never thought she would escape. It’s then that rock bottom comes into sight and the journey back to normal begins.

Review:

Detached by Christina Kilbourne is an informative and insightful portrait of depression and suicidal ideation that I HIGHLY recommend to readers of all ages.

Sixteen year old Anna is an amazingly gifted artist, but she has never quite felt like she fit into her life.  She is intelligent and thriving at her elite art school.  Anna has a loving family and although her circle of friends is small, she is well-liked by everyone.  However, following her grandparents’ deaths, the inner void she has always felt widens while at the same time, she begins to feel even more disconnected  from her emotions, friends, family and life in general.  The first hint of trouble first appears in her unsettling but magnificent painting of a bridge that has been the scene of several suicides over the years. Anna’s obsession with the bridge finally wanes, but unfortunately, her thoughts of ending of her life do not.  Despite several subtle warning signs that everyone finds easy enough to explain away, no one realizes how desperate Anna’s situation is until it is nearly too late.

Initially, it is surprisingly easy for Anna to hide her feelings of hopelessness and despair from everyone around her. She covers up and explains away inconsistencies whenever anyone questions some of her actions, but there are subtle hints that her brother Joe and her closest friend Aliyah pick up on.  However, they believe her explanations and occasionally grow irritated with some of her decisions and excuses.  Anna is increasingly overwhelmed with dark thoughts and she eventually becomes consumed with the overpowering need to take her life.

Aliyah is well aware that something is off with her friend, but she fluctuates between annoyance and concern over Anna’s increasingly out of character behavior.  The deeper Anna sinks into despair, the more worried Aliyah becomes, but she never considers depression as a reason for her friend’s actions.  She does become alarmed enough to bring up her concerns about Anna with their friends, but amidst everyone’s reassurances that their friend is ok, she drops the subject.  Aliyah is the first to realize that something is drastically wrong the final time Anna tries to commit suicide and her reactions in the aftermath are realistically portrayed.

Although Anna’s parents are well aware their daughter is acting out of character, it is easy to assume that this is typical teenage behavior.  Anna’s father is frequently out of town for business but he too notices differences that he briefly questions but then chalks up to changing interests now she is growing up.  Anna’s relationship with her mom is not particularly close and after her grandmother’s death, her mom is reluctant to do or say anything that might upset their precarious bond.  In the aftermath of Anna’s overdose, startling revelations about her grandmother illustrate why it is so essential to de-stigmatize mental illness and openly and honestly discuss these issues.

Written from three very distinct points of view, Detached offers a thought-provoking and  well-rounded perspective of the effects that depression and suicide have on the patient, family and friends.  Christina Kilbourne’s sensitive approach to this difficult subject is quite candid and enlightening.  The depiction of Anna’s struggles with depression and suicidal ideation is heartbreakingly honest and the novel’s conclusion is surprisingly upbeat and positive.  I highly encourage readers of all ages to pick a copy of this riveting young adult novel that provides a poignant and educational portrayal of depression and suicidal thoughts.

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